Friday, September 30, 2016

what's new?

been away, doing fuck all. came back here, looked at the stuff i drew. this was literally my expression. 
it looks awful to me. glad i took a break, i think it improved my skills. 

Saturday, May 21, 2016

Handsome girl, beautiful Man Chapter 2: Rape Me (yes i know it's written but god damn it, that's just how if came out! i can't help it)


  With the toilet flushing behind him, Sean yawns loudly as he staggers out of the bathroom. His loose tank top hangs off his petite frame while his silk bikini cut underwear has a hard time containing his thick erection. Adjusting his disheveled pony tail, he shakes his head and yawns again while straining to focus his sleepy eyes as he walks down the hallway.
  "God! Why does my dick have to be hard in the mornings when I have to pee?" he mumbles to himself as he rounds a corner into the kitchen, grabbing onto the refrigerator door handle for balance. "So thirsty," He opens the fridge to move things around to find something to quench his thirst. "There you are!" he says with delight as he pulls out a two liter of Coke. Cracking the lid, he takes down large gulps until the peppery burn is too much for him take, forcing him to stop chugging and take a breath. Exhaling with satisfaction, he puts the lid back on, places the Coke back in the fridge and closes the door. "I'm going back to bed," he tells himself before a thick arm comes from behind him and wraps around his neck, tightening until he can barely speak. As the arm lifts him to his tip toes, Sean clings onto it for support, trying to minimize the strain on his neck.
"Just do as I say," a stern but effeminate voice coos into Sean's ear. Pulling him closer to her, Sean feels Michelle's breast press against his back as her other arm embraces him around the chest to pick him off the floor.
Lugging him down the hall, Michelle shoves open her room door with her foot, releasing Sean inside. As he's gasping for breath and rubbing his neck, Michele corrals him through her room then shoves him down onto her untidy futon. "Get down there you little slut!" she berates him before going back to lock the door.
Looking around the dimly lit room,  Sean takes in the smell of Michelle's sweaty gym clothes that permeate the air that are lying all over the floor. Stalking back over to him, Michelle looms over him with an angry face, making Sean cringe back from her. Going down to her knees, Michelle begins to crawl on all fours over to Sean who is still trying to scoot away from her.
"Michelle, don't, please," Sean pleads as he's backed into a corner, breathing hard and looking scared.
Like something washed over her, her facial expression goes from angry to sad. Her posture deflating, she collapses onto her stomach as she buries her face in a wad of blankets. Sean, surprised by what has happened, quickly crawls over her.
"Michelle, what's the matter?" he asks then listens for a response but only hears her softly sobbing. "Michelle, talk to me."
Rubbing her face free of tears, she lifts her head up but avoids eye contact with Sean. "Candy corn," she mutters causing Sean to draw a curious look across his face as he pets her head.
Gently taking her face in his hands, he tilts her head up to kiss her softly on the lips. "Silly girl. The safe word was for me," Sean says with a giggles as he puts her hair being her ears.
Sitting up, she wipes her face off with her shirt but still avoids looking at Sean. "It seemed too real. You looked scared of me and I never wanted to see you that way." She tries to hold back sobs as she suddenly embraces him.
"Reality didn't match up with the fantasy for you, did it?" Sean asks as he rests his head on her collar bone while hugging and patting her back.
"No," she says before her face begins to cringe up into a cry again but she stops it from going any further, breathing out heavily. "I'm sorry I ruined the mood."
Sean shakes his head against her chest. "It's cause of what happened with him, wasn't it?" She nods her head vigorously. "Made you think of how you must of looked?" After he said that, she embraces Sean tightly and tries to control her cries as she presses her face against his. "It's okay Mama," he says as he pets her.
"Thanks for being there when I needed it," she whispers as she kisses the side of his neck.
"He got what was coming to him. I wasn't gonna let him hurt my Mama," Sean says softly then guides Michelle onto her back and lies down on her arm, resting his head on her shoulder. Rolling onto her side to hug Sean face to face, he strains to move above her breast so he can breath. "Are you trying to smother me to death?" he jokes, making Michelle laugh, which motivates her to shove her bosom higher to be playful.
After a few more giggles, they lay on the futon embracing each other, listening to each others breathing.
After a few more minutes, Sean notices Michelle's fidgeting. "What's up?"
"I'm still horny but I'm afraid to asks to see if you are still in the mood," she meekly explains.
Sean raises his eyebrows and smiles devilishly before he taps on her shoulder to let him sit up. "I love hearing how you want to fuck me," Sean explains bluntly which makes Michelle chew on her bottom lip with anticipation. "But if you really want to fuck me, you need to show me how much you want it," he states, waiting for her reaction.
"What do you mean?" she asks as her brows furrow up. Sean doesn't reply but scoots back to the wall and leans against, sitting casually on her futon. Intrigued, Michelle rolls onto her stomach and walks on hands and knees over to him.
As she is getting close enough to kiss him, he puts a finger across her lips. "Nope," he says firmly. Michelle gets a crossed look and as she's about to ask Sean what he's doing, he keeps his finger crossed on her lips. "Shush. No words from you. Just listen to me, okay?"
Michelle has a doubtful expression on her face but decides to play along with it and nods in reply.
"Take off my panties," he tells her softly. As she leans in to use her hands, Sean brushes them away. "With your teeth," he stipulates. On the verge of protest, Michelle starts to get angry and complain but is halted by Sean's words. "If you speak now, we're not gonna have sex." Michelle's eyes bulge while her contorts in frustration. "I'm not gonna make you do it. If you choose not to, then we just won't have sex. It's up to you," he says as he lays down and projects his hips at her sexually. "You know you want to fuck me," he adds with a fiendish giggle as he wets his lips playfully.
Huffing loudly, she gives up her protest as she eyes his dick and balls that are bulging under his silk underwear. On all fours, she silently puts her body over his lower half then places her face on his right hip, lipping for the underwear line. Sean tries to control his giggling as her lips grope around, then he lets out a moan when Michelle uses her tongue to pick up the elastic line. Watching her pull them down slowly, the underwear reach the limit of their stretching ability, forcing her to go pull the other side down. As she tilts over to the right hip, she rubs her lips across his partially exposed shaft, causing him to recoil his hips away from her.
Looking up, she sees that he's shaking a finger at her, "Not yet. Just take them off." Michelle frowns but goes back to work when Sean puts his hips out for her again.
Having an easier time getting ahold of the silk underwear because of the wrinkles, she easily tugs them down to his thighs, releasing his cock to roll onto his lower abdomen. Staring lustfully at it, she forgets what she's supposed to be doing momentarily but then snaps out of it to quickly take them off of Sean.
Sitting up again, he leans against the wall, smiling at her as she waits for his next command. As he begins to adjust then play with his genitals in front of her, he motions for her to come close. Eagerly planting herself in front of him, she eyes his penis as he slowly strokes it.
"Do the same with my shirt," he tells her with a smile as he leans toward her, raising his arms above his head.
Filled with sexual frustration, she takes his loose collar by the teeth and pulls it off like a dog that has a tug toy. Laughing at how vigorously she did it, Sean smiles at her as he gets on his knees in front of her. Dropping the shirt out of her mouth, Michelle begins to lurch forward to plant her lips on Sean's slim, effeminate body but she is stopped by his finger across her lips again. Looking into his eyes, she tries to beg with hers but only gets a smile in reply.
"Be good now and listen," he warns softly. Sitting back on her feet, she waits in front of him, ogling his body. "Arms up," he tells her. She readily complies, with her breast spilling out from under her sleeveless Static-X shirt as Sean takes it off of her. When it's off, Sean rubs down her hair then presses his body against hers as he looks her in the eyes. Feeling his cock press against her stomach, she gets flustered, causing her clit to tingle. "Up on your knees," he whispers in her ear.
Erecting herself upon her knees, she looms over Sean. Placing his arms around her, he slowly runs his hands down her back, making their way inside her athletic pants to firmly grab her plump, round ass. Feeling her breathing harder, he moves his hands to her waistband and begins to tug down her pants. As he pulls them off, he lowers his upper body so that he can push them down to her knees. As he's doing so, he brushes his tongue across her left nipple. Michelle Breathes out hard, clenching her fist at the frustration of not being able to have more.
When he comes back up, Sean presses his semi hard penis into her pubic hair, teasing Michelle's clit. With a pained face, she closes her eyes and bites her lip as Sean grabs her ass again and giggles with delight as he presses her into him, further stimulating her clit with his cock. Her skin flushed as she's breathing harder, Sean lays her down then flings off her pants, throwing them across the room. Looking back at her, he motions for her to sit up.
Go back to lean against the wall as he sits on the futon, he pats his thighs then taps the right side of his neck exaggeratedly with his right index finger, tilting his head slightly as he smiles at her. Taking the hint, Michelle sits on her folded legs as she straddles his. Looking down at Sean as he looks up at her with anticipating eyes, she hesitates, unsure if she can use her hands or not. Using caution, she places her hands on the wall as she leans down to his neck. Breathing on him sends goose bumps down his right side, causing him to giggle and grab onto her thick thighs.
Stinking her tongue out, she glides it around an area on his neck before she latches onto him with her lips. When she does, he gasps and arches against her. Shifting around from below his ear down to collar bone, she is causing Sean to make all kinds of arousing noises. His dick coming to full attention, Michelle feels his dick press against the crease of her ass, throbbing and flexing as she sucks on his neck.
His left hand moving between her legs, Michelle pauses her necking, hoping Sean is going play with her overly sensitive pussy. Tugging on his cock to lay it upright, Michelle lifts up enough for him to pull it up. As he does, the tip slides through her wet slit, bumping her clit before he lets it go, slapping against his stomach. Knowing that Sean did that on purpose to tease her, Michelle's frustration is near unbearable now .
"You wanna fuck me, Mama?" he teases as he rubs the juices he gathered from her on his tip, down his shaft. Michelle's breathes out sharply as her eyes widen, staring down at Sean then his cock. "Rub your pussy on my cock. Get it all wet," he tells her as he begins to fondle her breasts.
Scooting forward, Michelle lifts her hips as she leans back on her hands. Feeling the heat from his dick on her lips, she begins to grind on it, pressing it deeply in between her slit. Her hips getting a rhythm, the slushing sounds begin to get louder. Juices flowing and dripping down his balls as her clit gets hit with every repetition, her tan skin is becomes flushed as her breathing begins to match the speed of her hips. Before she knows whats happening, Sean moves against her rhythm, sliding his dick up and down her sloppy cunt. Feeling a wave of heat hit her, she buckles backwards, unfolding her legs then clapping them together as a warm rush washes over her while she lays on her back catching her breath.
Leaning forward, Sean parts her thighs with face as he dives down to her pussy, sliding his tongue through her soaked pubic hair straight to her engorged clit. Curling forward as he encircles it, he then begins to flick it back and forth, causing her to arch back while grabbing at the bed covers as she spreads her toes. Her moans fueling his enthusiasm, he works hard to please her. Sucking on it as her thighs clamp down on his head as she bucks against, she cries out as she has another orgasm.
"Hnnnng, fuck!" she yells through grit teeth as she flexes her stomach momentarily then relaxes back down. Wiping her forehead sweat off with a sigh of satisfaction, she runs her hands down her body till she touches Sean's flushed face. Raising her head to look down at him, she sees him licking off her juices that are around his mouth while his head rests on her lower abdomen. Resting her head back down, she pets his head and closes her eyes for a moment.
"I love hearing you cum," Sean says happily as he sits up.
Michelle scoffs out a laugh. "Your making me get embarrassed," she says with a mock giggle before she runs her hands through her hair.
Running his fingers over her dark pubic hair, he looks at her crotch, noticing all the wet skin around her pussy. Lightly running his hand over her still hot and wet pussy lips, Michelle moans slightly as her hips press against his hand.
"Do you want me to fuck you?" he asks out loud. She nods in reply as she opens her legs very wide, parting her pussy lips enough for Sean to see her hooded clit and her pink vaginal opening. "Do you really want it?" he asks.
"Yes!" she enthusiastically says as she rubs her inner thighs, waiting for Sean to plunge himself in her.
"Let me see you play with yourself," he says with a grin.
"What?" she asks with mild shock.
As he guides her right hand down to her crotch, "I wanna see you fuck yourself. I think that would be so hot," he tells her as he begins to touch his dick.
"But that's embarrassing!" she rebukes.
"But you have no problem cumming on my cock, making all kinds of lewd faces and noises," he says in a breathy tone as he begins to lick her inner thigh, making her shiver.
"But that's different," she tries to argue but the pleasure of his warm kisses is muddling her mind.
Halting his kisses to make her take notice, "Do what I ask or no cock for you," he commands in a low tone.
Lifting her head with a snarled lip to glare at him, "Don't you dare!"
"Well," his voice rising in pitch again as he begins to kiss closer to her pussy, Michelle's head lulls back with pleasure as he takes the fight out of her. "Do what I ask and I'll fuck you hard," he growls at her.
       Giving up fighting against her desire to have sex, she begins to move her fingers through her pubic hair as Sean scoots his hips closer to hers. As she starts to feel around her pussy lips, she feels his cock lay against her hand.
  "My cock wants to feel you play with your pussy," he tells her as he kisses and sucks the inside of her thigh, breaking down her reluctance with every warm kiss.
With her right hand, she slides her middle finger up and down her slit to part them, bumping then against Sean's dick as she does so. Watching her intently, he feels around her pubic area as she slides a finger inside herself. Making wet, sloppy, wet sounds as she moves her finger in and out, she closes her eyes and bites her lip as she begins to enjoy the idea of Sean watching her, taking pleasure knowing he finds her arousing to watch.
"Put in another finger," he breaths as he rubs his face against her thick, firm thigh, intently watching her. Listening to his command, she pulls out her middle finger, rubs it against her ring finger then slides them inside her, letting out a subtle moan.
As she she curls her fingers up against the roof of her vagina, juices begin to audibly slosh out of her as she begins to finger herself more vigorously.
"Do you want my cock in you?" he barely asks above the wet sloshing coming from her pussy.
"Yes!" she cries as her hand begins to slap against her pussy lips.
"Put another finger in you," he tells her.
Without any hesitation she slides in her index finger, making her moan loudly, curling her body forward compulsively. Working hard at finger fucking herself, her juices are dripping down her ass cheeks and as Sean rubs his cock against her dripping wet hand.
"Say it!" he tells her, feeling the moment excite him while he watches her buck as she pleasures herself.
"Please fuck me! I need you in me!" she yells as she begins to use her left hand to rub her clit. In the heat of the moment, Sean moves her hands away from her pussy and rabidly licks and sucks on her clit, making her cry out. "I want your cock, Sean!"
Lifting his head up from her pussy he shifts upright to his knees, grabbing her legs by the back of her knees and pushes them up toward her arm pits.
Following his lead, she holds her legs back as he positions himself over her hips. Feeling his hard dick slide up and down her slit to lube his shaft, Michelle eagerly waits for Sean to slide his hot cock into her. As he pulls his hips back to penetrate her, he leans in to suck on her bottom lip while he begins to push his thick head between her pussy lips. Moaning, she leans forward to kiss him hard, tasting herself on his lips, they sloppily kiss each other as he slowly eases up into her hot cunt until his balls come to rest on her ass.
"Oh fuck!" She can't contain a whimper as she feels the girth spread her open far more than her three fingers could. His balls resting on her asshole, slightly tickling her, she lets out a sigh of relief as she gets used to his hot throbbing mass that has filled her up.
"Tell me how you want it," Sean whispers as he kisses and licks on her chest and neck.
Letting go of her legs, she embraces Sean, locking her legs around his hips. "Go slow a few pumps but once you're good and wet, fuck me hard! Slam my pussy, baby!" Doing as she asks, he slowly eases it in and out of her to get everything lubed up.
His arms go under her, his hands find her trap muscles and lock on them before he pulls his hips back then slams his hips back down on her, both of them grunting after the sound of wet flesh hitting each other.
"Yes! More!" she screams before she buries her face in the side of his neck while loosening her leg lock on his hips, allowing him more freedom to pump her.
Hearing her beg for him to slam her pussy intoxicates Sean, closing his eyes, he becomes fully engrossed in the pleasure of feeling her slippery pussy squeeze his cock after every slow pull out and hard slam in. Ramming into her again and again, Sean begins to feel her body flex, holding onto him tighter.
"Oh God!" Michelle screams, back arching, thighs shaking, she begins to breathe erratically then breaks into soft sobs. Sean, recognizing that this is the result of one of her massive orgasms, gets more excited and begins to slam into her, quickening the pace. "Ugh!" she lets out a primordial noise, as she grips his neck and hair. "Come in me!" she screams as she bucks against him, shaking, flexing, her pussy clamping down on the head of his penis.
When Sean gets into a position where the end of his cock is stimulated with every push and pull, it sends him over the edge. His balls raise up as his cock flexes inside Michelle, shooting his cum in her with his last few hard thrusts. With it out of him, he relaxes onto Michelle as she slowly rocks her hips, rubbing on the head of his throbbing dick to come down from her orgasm.
Petting Sean, she leans in to give him a sloppy kiss, sucking his bottom lip as they part, she relaxes and lays her limbs down on the futon. Sean lays on her sweaty chest contently, his head resting under her chin, listening to her fast heart beat as he catches his breath.
"I love you, Michelle," Sean whispers, catching her off guard. After hearing that, she puts her arms around him and holds him tightly, her eyes tearing up slightly.
Kissing the top of his head, "I love you too, baby." She squeezes him and caresses his shoulders and back.
When Sean begins to sit up, she begins looking for her clothes to catch the cum when he pulls out of her. Helping her with the search, Sean finds her shirt that she was wearing earlier and helps slide it under her ass. With the sound of a boot being pulled out of the mud, Sean slides out of her, uncorking the pool of cum he left in her, spilling out onto and down her ass.
"Ew! That feels so gross!" she squeals as she pulls the shirt over her crotch and clamps her thighs together. Rolling towards Sean as he lay on his back contently, she rests her head on his chest and runs her hand over his abdomen. Laying in the silence, she can't contain her questions any longer. "Where did you get the idea to do that?"
"You didn't enjoy it?" he asks as he begins to pet her head.
"I never said that," she replies, kissing his stomach to punctuate the sentence then giggles.
"I won't tell you if you don't tell me," he counters.
Feeling bashful to admit her enjoyment of being submissive, she pushes past it and express herself anyway. "At first I didn't know what to think of it. But as I went along with it, it got me so overly stimulated," she pauses to take in a deep breath, "I had the best fucking orgasm, ever. I don't know how else to say it," she expounds with energy and enthusiasm.
"I'm glad," Sean says, feeling his ego inflate, making him draw a toothy smile across his face.
"Well?" she prods.
"I'm," he hesitates then fiddles with his hair to give him some more time to think of how to tell her. "I've had an interest in domination for a while." It's becomes silent, making seconds seem like minutes as he waits to hear her reply.
"You wanna beat me?" she asks bluntly, causing Sean's stomach to flex with a scoff.
"No. I'm not into the stuff you're thinking of. I'm not a sadist but," he pauses to choose his words, "nipple clamps and spanking aren't scary to you, are they?"
Michelle covers her breast protectively at the thought of them being tugged on to cause her pleasure and pain. She shrugs but then shakes her head, which he feels her reply on his stomach. Scooting up, she lays on his shoulder to look at him. "I Just don't want you tearing my nips off," she states.
"Oh jeez," he scoffs as he rolls his eyes. His left hand reaches over and takes hold of her right areola just under the nipple between his thumb and index finger. Tugging slightly with light pressure, she lets out a moan before she knows what's happening. "This is what a nice, tame nipple clamp does," he explains then releases it. Laying flat again, "At least that's what I think it does. I've only read and watched vids, ya know?"
"You better have only found out about it that way. I'll beat you up if you've been doing that stuff with some other bitch. I'd beat her fuckin' ass, too," she says gruffly with a sour look on her face.
Laughing off her intimidation, he kisses her between her furrowed eyebrows, "You know I wouldn't do that," he says, which causes the tension in her face to relax.
"Better not," she huffs then squeezes onto him tightly. After a time of calm silence, Michelle works up her courage to tell him, "I like you telling me what to do." Sean raises and eyebrow and smirks. "What else can we do?"
Sean, delighted at hearing that question, takes a breath to calm down his excitement before answering. "There is lots of things we can do. But I won't force you to do anything. It will all be your choice," he explains.
"If that was domination, then I want more," she admits as she snuggles up to him, Sean squeezes her back, brimming with excitement at the prospect of being able to try out many more things with her.

Friday, February 19, 2016

if you are bored...

you can go read the story i work on when i take a break from drawing. it's sci-fi story with the main characters adhering to samurai values. it's called Servants of Law. i have only one chapter out so far since i go back and forth between it and HgbM. give it a read and tell me what you think in the comments. http://servantsoflaw.blogspot.com/